well its around 5pm and gosh darnit i am soo hyper and mad! why must i be stuck in this tiny state of south dakota may i ask you!!? With it being April 27th, a day i should be able to go outside in shorts! im inside wrapped up in blankets and when i look out a window i can see about one entire FOOT of snow! these are the days when i wish i lived far, far away from south dakota.. especially when today i am supposed to have 2 soccer games.. boy weather is an amaizingly confusing thing..

Why is it that when you finally find someone you like you mess up and push them away..
nd then your stuck alone...not knowing what to do.. while you see him with another girl.. knowing it should be you giggling at his little jokes nd your head on his shoulder.. and all you can do now is stand back and watch...watch what should have been you and him..